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lookin up :) movin on...

Thu Aug 13, 2009, 10:04 PM
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: weird fishes - radiohead
  • Reading: Wallflower
  • Watching: creepin on my friends and pics from pennsic :P
  • Playing: my music (^_^)v
  • Eating: yogurt
  • Drinking: crystal light
i feel so free. im finally not tied down to anything or anyone. im focused and inspired. things are finally falling into place mentally for once. its been so long since i had done anything creative but thats all i want to do now. life has become art again. i love it.

im starting to really realize what my true flaws are as well. and seeing the problem is the bigger half of the battle. overcoming them will take some time but i think it will be ok. i am really liking the direction i am taking my life in. the way i view things now....my outlook on everything....how i feel about myself and just life in general. so much progress in just 5 days. its such an improvement. i really have to thank mel though, because i dont think i could have gotten out of my slump without going to pennsic with her. it really opened my eyes to a lot of things. a lot of flaws. a lot of wants. a lot of goals....its about time i stopped hindering myself.

music, art, positivity...thats all my life has been about for the past week and i love it.
i feel independent.
i feel free.

i realize i attach myself to ideas of people or ideas of what i want and i dont work on the present at all. and i let negativity take over because of my lack of self confidence. im over bearing at times. pushy. and i dont always see how things i do could happen to offend someone. that all needs to tone down and i need to put myself into other people's shoes more often. balance...always need balance...

yin and yang.

i feel like i finally found a foundation or my base...now i can build up again. im so so so happy im not attached to alcides anymore. that fucked with me for way too long :( i dont understand why i allow myself to continue being caught up in something that is stagnant and why i cant ever let things go? well.... that wont happen again, not for a long time. i have my walls up, and i have my standards high... im flyin solo for a while <3

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  • Current Residence: Pittsburgh, PA
  • Interests: Art of course! ^_^ ANIME!! DDR/ITG, dancing, reading, musiccc
  • Favourite movie: miyazaki movies, what dreams may come, erm....there are lots o_O
  • Favourite band or musician: death cab for cutie/postal service, frou frou/imogen heap, radiohead, rammstein, armin van buuren...
  • Favourite genre of music: dseverything, depen on the mood, ill listen to everything from childrom of bodom, to radiohead <3
  • Favourite artist: honestly...too difficult of a question.
  • Favourite poet or writer: meh idk...
  • Favourite game: DDR/ITG and World of Warcraft, DOTA
  • Favourite cartoon character: >.> ahh... kogepan! :D
  • Personal Quote: It's only awkward if you make it awkward.

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:iconimdrunkontea:
thanks for the :+devwatch:!

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If you have some time, please stop by my gallery ^^ [link]
:iconmomentomei:
You fag! I miss your optimistic insights and cutting retorts.

I need gas money to drive out of state to visit you. I'm coming to get you.

Let's get out of this horrible place.
:iconnoirnay:
YAYYY!!!! JACOBBBB!!! I MISSSS UIUUUU!!!!! :D :D :D

lol i m outta shawnee...come visit me in pittsburgh! we will have lovely times! ^____^

and i have like two voicemails saved from you for the sheer hilarity of them....i shall share them with you hahahaha

and i guess i miss your awkwardness too >:] bwahahaha!

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:iconmomentomei:
Oh my dear sweet lord I'm going to run away for a weekend sometime this semester, so Pittsburgh is now a destination.

I need to run away so bad.
:iconluizalenora:
Thanks for Adding my 'Etaine Darkness' deviation to your favorites!

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I'm just a Brazillian girl with bad english and poor art, but whatever... let's dance!
:iconcrazyscarlet:
thx the fave! :)

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:iconbanderickt:
Allo, Sweet gallery, ^^
-Nate Jacob-

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:iconrdy4fn24:
nice gallery^^ i have hard time finishing too, you have great potential. i find if i just go back way later i find a way to finish alot of stuff. great shading

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:iconvampprincessnicolett:
YOU have BEEN HIT BY THE BEAUTIFUL STICK!!!!
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ONCE YOU have BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE. IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU KNOW YOU are REALLY FINE AS HELL. IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN YOU will BE CURSED WITH UGLINESS FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. SO DONT MESS UP!!

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:icontwistedimages:
Why thanks for the FAV, I was beginning to think that my ex and I were the only ones that like this painting.

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